Feeling a bit fragile and grubby today. This weekend has made me feel like a rudderless ship. I love my girl and my family but I feel a little lost otherwise. Niss and I got back from London a few months ago and things have been flying. New jobs, a wedding to organise, friends to catch up with and a life to re-create. Only thing is, I'm not sure that I'm the same person I was when I left and I don't know where I fit in with the friends I had - kind of feeling like the novelty has worn off a bit.

Maybe travelling again would help. Maybe it would just prolong the inevitable. Maybe we just need to grow up.

Maybe I'm just coming down from friday night...